Patient  M


It's hard to know if M's 'O's'

      are 'O'

Or  'No'

Or  'Where's my flow?'

Or  'I'm scared'

Or  'I have no kind of threshold for any of this'

Or  'I am separated

      from everything being sorted for me'

Or  'Someone constantly acknowledge me and say

      there ___ there ___ M'

      Judgement titrates in this culture of illness

      Wardened head shakes

      Strict bleaching of fuss

      Man up M

      You only might have died

      Fucking drama queen